My Chastity Journal:Eleven Days and Counting


2/11/18: It's now been eleven days of lockup, with only two short breaks, the last of which was six days ago. Since then, my wife, Princess has taken possession of both keys and has exerted increasing control of our relationship in the bedroom. She's also become a bit of a tease outside of it, making the occasional reference to my locked state and teasing about it being discovered by others who we know. (I think she may be enjoying this more than she thought she would.) Day to day, nothing has changed in our relationship. Princess doesn't feel the need to use chastity as a lever to change my behavior as I have long had an inherent disposition to please her.

Happily, I’m not having any significant issues with the fit of my cage. , I've found I can exercise vigorously, (running, elliptical trainer, cross country skiing and stationary bike) without any discomfort as long as I wear a jockstrap. I do however leak incessantly. Although overall, my mental state around being locked and having my orgasms under her control is good, not having access to an emergency key is still a bit disconcerting- especially in light of her teasing about being discovered. 

Last night I had two separate, brief but very vivid and powerful erotic dreams, both of which centered on my wife and our new relationship. This may be driven in part by a change in our goals regarding the duration of my lockup. I'm no longer sure when I'll be released as my Princess has decided that uncertainty about how and when would enhance the dynamic.

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